hey guys lmao it's been a while. I've been doing a lot of nothing since the last update honestly. but I have been getting into crocheting and knitting a lot and made a few things for my baby cousin (the baby blanket took 3 months omfg) so that was fun. but other than that not much else has happened.

oh but I have finally gone to drivers ed lmao so that's an accomplishment!! i have to wait another month to do the driving portion tho so that's frustrating but idk there's not much I can do about it rn. :/ but I am trying to get my license and car stuff in order so I can get better access to jobs and things and hopefully move out within a year or so. i really need to move out omg

but speaking about things a month from now I'm about to be turning 20 in a month so just a reminder to all the minors that are following me and things that I'm very uncomfortable with kids under the age of 16 following me. in fact 16 is pushing it but you're still welcome it. i don't want to be a part of the reason you feel comfortable talking to adults you don't know on the internet so i would advise you, if i haven't already found you out and blocked you, to please unfollow me.

hope all you guys are doing ok!! <333

lmao so it's been a while
school, work, and mental health have been kicking my ass lately

but!! to combat that i simply just shaved off my hair and quit ( ᵔ ‿っ ᵔ)

lmao ok seriously kjhsjh i do feel so much better about my position afterward!!! like i was getting heart palpitations walking into work before but now i dont have to deal with that anymore lmao. i have enough money rn where i can wait a while before trying to find another job and plus i feel really hot now with the buzzcut ٩(˘◡˘)۶

i think the only downside to me quitting is that now i don't have that many people to talk to anymore :/ like i don't really have any close friends in my city rn and with covid it's not like i can meet anybody new or anything. but idk ig :( i took online school when i was in highschool (my friend was too busy to see me then either rip) so i guess i'm used to not having that many people to talk to everyday but idk :( this is kind of going to suck yk?

but i'll get past it lmao
how's everyone doing tho? i hope you're all doing well!! <33

hi i noticed a lot of people haven't been reading my profile/carrd before trying to add me so here's my carrd that i use for my tumblr acc and stuff just in case yall need help lmao. some pages are tumblr specific but the pages with the most relevant info are on A1 and A3, with my interests and stuff on B2, C1, and C2.

hope you guys are having a good day! <33

(also follow my instagram pls i'm in one of my "feeling ok with how i look" moments and i'm afraid i'm going to crash and cry abt being ugly again soon lmao so inflate my ego while it's still there(✿ ͡° ‿ ͡°))

more likely than you think...

i have an assignment due in like 2 hrs but procrastination is my middle name so!!

What color is the tv in your room?
black

How's your heart lately?
honestly lost. i feel like i'm at multiple different crossroads at once lmao. it's kind of a drag :/

One year from now, what do you think you'll be up to?
hopefully moved out! and doing much better in school lmao. maybe even having some kind of idea of what i want to do for the rest of my life T-T

How many different shirts have you worn today?
2

Do people who don't use proper english bother you?
if this is talking about broken accents ofc not and you can physically fight me if it does bother you.

Do you own slippers? what do they look like?
i have like knock -off birkenstocks if that's what you're talking about? i don't really use them that much tho

What's in your CD player right now?
nothing

What about your DVD player?
i honestly don't know if i have a dvd player anymore

Do you write down events on a calendar?
lmao no i never remember to look at one. i can barely keep up with my school planner.

Is it cold outside?
no. it's actually starting to get humid here tbh. gotta love louisiana weather...

Any tattoos?
sadly no

Planning on getting any?
yes omg i have so many planned out

Do you have any siblings?
yes, 3 younger siblings

What game system do you play most?
i don't really play anything tbh

Favorite word?
ahhh i don't think i have one???

What phrase do you text most often?
"lmao" probably

Who's the 4th missed call on your phone from?
random unknown number

Country music or rap?
both have good songs but i probably listen to more rap so rap

Spiderman or Iron Man?
spiderman. people who idolize iron man deeply concern me tbh

Bill Clinton or Obama?
neither fuck them both. i’m not in the business of idolizing any politician.

Honey or baby?
either but every time my gf calls me honey i melt :'(

Blue or pink?
blue. i don't really wear/own anything pink.

Ranch or italian dressing?
idrc

Mouse or touch pad?
i don't have a mouse bc i only use my laptop so ig touch pad

Verizon or Sprint?
idc

Stay in or go out?
depends on where we're going???

Read the book or watch the movie?
ngl both would be hard for me bc i have terminal busy brain disease(adhd).i used to be able to read all the time but now i only have the attention span to watch ~20min youtube videos for hours.

new css template

ok but fr i almost quit on making this so many times bc my ideas kept messing with each other. like i started working on this like a few weeks before the other css template i did. but it's finally done omg and i love it. she's so sexi <333 mwah!!

lmao but anyway so here's what the css looks like (basically a homage to the dinner & diatribes music video bc anya taylor-joy): https://myspace.windows93.net/index.php?id=33725

and here's the pastebin: https://pastebin.com/u6ZjB6R2

feel free to pick and chose what you like (though i'll be honest this css is kind of messy good luck with it lmao) and unless you're taking the whole thing credit is appreciated but not required ❤❤❤

hope you guys are doing alright. specifically better than me who just stayed up until 4 on a school night doing this jkhsjk.

i just realized i started the last 4 blog entry titles with hi or hey lmao. well ig that accurately shows how awkward i am T-T.

ahh this is exciting omg ok look at what i've got up so far:

https://64.media.tumblr.com/8bd1581f3a6b5af6771f704105c9584b/ce7f83006b9a62d9-7b/s400x600/74079ef3acfd3f6de610ecb5836144aa90eb2bc5.png
https://64.media.tumblr.com/3a8046bca0f5a9d269ced1945cdc7830/ce7f83006b9a62d9-6a/s400x600/f8de8b03e65c28152313e44a7a1709154e19c897.png

lmao it's not that much rn and they're not the best or whatever but kjhsjk i'm still excited (though side note i spent too much homework time on this and i do lowkey regret it rip). also 18 followers under 2hrs isn't bad i don't think! ahh well anyways wish me luck with it lmao bc i need help with money for school, driving school (yes i'm almost 20 without a driver's license :') ), and hopefully moving out within the next year.

hope you guys are doing well! i know school is kicking my ass rn <33

[edit: ok the pictures loaded so ugly so here's a link to the shop instead T-T: https://www.depop.com/honeyewire/ )

lmao ok so instead of doing stuff for school i (sort of i might come back to it later) finished a pink-themed css template if anybody wants to use it

this is what it looks like: https://myspace.windows93.net/?id=38408

and this is the pastebin: https://pastebin.com/xP2sKGWx

if you want you can pick and chose what you like, credit for that is not needed but would be appreciated. but if you would like to use the whole thing you're more than welcome as long as credit is somewhere visible on ur page <33

ok so i’ve admittedly been mia bc stress about p much everything in my life but i’m back now 😭. did anything happen to y’all while i was gone or anything? feel free to talk about anything in the comments while i vent jdjdjdj

i start school again in a few days and i’m freaking out bc i’m so afraid i’ll do horribly again like last semester. i actually failed my freshman year of high school (but skipped my junior year!!) and i’m so afraid something like that’s going to happen here at college. plus money has been tight lately for my family but i think i might have to ask for help with books and other stuff if my financial aid suddenly disappears like it’s threatening to and i’m dreading that. i am going to start selling jewelry and stuff next week or so on depop tho (i’m excited!!) so maybe that should help.

also this is me totally over sharing but i’ve been going through such a mental low these past two months that i feel so isolated from everyone in my life, especially my girlfriend and one good friend, i just feel so lonely and unlovable lately :(

but anyways!! lmao i hope you guys are doing much better than me. next time i post a blog hopefully it’ll be pictures of the rings to show y’all. thank you for listening if you made it this far lmao <3333

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