i just wanted to say so many people care about you and you have so much to live for, it may seem bad rn but i promise things will get better! i may not know you in person or at all lmao, but i know your gonna grow up to be an amazing person, and meet amazing new friends, and even find that special someone, you just gotta keep pushing! don't put stress on yourself, don't make yourself how others want you to be. dont hide away your emotion or tuck them away and put on a fake smile, its good to let them out and talk to someone about them, your an amazing person and dont ever think your not! your worth the world don't let anyone tell you otherwise, dont let people call you names and let those words hurt you, if your "friends" hurt you they arn't real friends and they don't deserve such an amazing person like you in their lifes, and i hope you remember your loved by so many people, remember to keep yourself healthy and safe, go have some water go get some food, just make sure your ok.
the same goes for u love!! <3