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1:28am today is the today of the first day today of 22002211 :3 (join me as i revel in the very digital gab via digital journal digital entry ! // looking back..in order 2 advance forward x)
1:30am kitty boy pretty prtty kitty beow boyw
10:30pm *barks and mewoz
12:02am <3
1:22am cant tsleep. ii think deep down im terrified for whats to coem this year. i achieved sm in 2020 like moving to nyc alone having intensive jaw surgey alone,, and none of it has fulfilled me like i thought it would. am i impossible to satisfy? what can next years simulation offer me that i cant uncover from the safety of behind my own screen and keyboard.
6:49pm i miss zim
11:21am dear myspace diaryy today my balenci parcel arrived and i experimented with dxm :) today has been such a good day day today and its not even noon ! keep u posted bestie x
9:43pm ROOWFFF
3:03am awoooooooooooooooooo
6:00pm daer myspace diary..2day i learned that sometimes the thingz ppl say in my life rrr signs 4 something greatr,,,i must not be listening deep enough. so wierd bestie
1:18am cant sleep.. tried but then woke up
2:34pm tried again...also why wen i pray everything inside me implodes itzelf like the nova ???..
2:18am god its me again....i want u2 know that im struggling with my religion//again. yesterday i hexed some men i met on a dating app andnow i feel ive sinned but idcccc. why would i do something i dont want to do? im afraid, lord. amen
2:21am the older ii get the more i regret how to forget how to ragret
1:57am peez on tha floorr
2:00am school starts this monday and i still havet registered 4 classes. im afraid. if bad things happen nd all goes wrong this week iplace blame on allah
12:01am i die every day
10:27pm eyebrowes bleached and lain for school tomoz. inwardly, im not quite ready to show off my "new face",, but i must be strong- i feel gummy lol- perhaps if i remain on my guard; stand firm in my faith; be courageous and trust in the lord almighty,, goodninht xx
1:01pm cock and ball
1:07pm lifegeist
1:10pm cableknit bodysuit
10:44pm i feeling extra savvy in the nite time
10:46pm bby the nite time is the righttime
10:52pm sent a twitch baddie sum digital kisses and now he knows im in luvv x_x
2:12am um i just woke up suddenly,, now i craving attention. someone1 plss bark at me,, like now. now now. like BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK
1:09pm meow
2:41am my moms in the hospital getting her uterus removed and thats fine i suppose,, im just annoyed i forgot to teext her and check up on her becausse thats what family is supposed to2do. 2 be honest i completely forgot abt the entire procedure....im such an bad son :-(
7:00am i think i finally cracked the code to religion
7:03am x_x
12:25pm hey u, yes you...no notyou, you!! if your reading thi sand youve madeit this made it this far into my inner most conceptions heres a link 2 my twitter https://twitter.com/stupidthesim feel free to add and b my bestie <3 gn
4:05pm napping brb x
12:31am pov: i yu ha8te me but i lub u very much :)
12:34am if i change my pfp how long dos it take myspace to catch up. will i stay mowolola sunglass filter bby boy kitty kitty boy forever??? someonebody pls help
4:51pm icedancer iz just so good. i cry to this disc evertime
5:00pm ineed delicate he/they kkisses on the cheek plzx
7:12pm i need a salacious encounter
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1:02am dear myspace diary....today my english teacher said the word nigga today,, shes white and shes certainly not younge..and she adressed a classmate of mine as a "real ass nigga".i think iam going to try to drop oout of the class because her apology lette my made my stomach hurt and she s racist. thsi life is just so so strange and i hate it here.. its true myspace diary.,, i hate
2:51am its yaoi o clock
6:00am no school t2day.,im not quite sure why tbh honest nbut im looking forward to another another day of jus tme and my devices...my devices and i.
6:10am <3
8:30pm another day
1:29am im realizing that when i dont understand smthng its sm easier just to say that i hate it. its sm easier being me <3
12:12am i finished all the assignmnts due this weekk wxcpet for the one assignment thats due tomorrow.
12:15am bute i havent touched my sewing machine all semester and the late work is starting to pile up. up up up. up up up...up up up....up up.
12:18pm o to live in a thomas kinkade painting, just 4tonite
6:32pm i am currently failing the one class i work the hardest n. i just want to be decent, i dont hav 2o be ty best but im trying at least.
6:35pm nap time..........
7:07pm its a new moz. todayd i repotted my succulents and purchased half a yard of silk fabrix via check im so digi hehe. my experiences wit money cash and checks are very cryptic lately...<3 is that weird?
12:15am just cashed a 9hunny dollar check belessedbe <3
1:02am the soulglide boy who a graced the soulglide boy who graced the soulglide boy who graced the lord
9:02pm do you know that feeling when you want to succeed at something so bad because you feel like youre never good enough despite how hard u try. im trying my best in everything i do in school and i just cant do it....i dont know what wron g with me :-( i just cant do it. and i understanf the industry, i know its suppused to hurt,, i just wish i had someoen to talk to abt it with me maybe., because hurting alone is more overrated than it seems.
9:10pm when i first started these entries i didnt even consider comments under my blogs. then i slowly becamr more and more self consiousthat no one would comment, but now im accepting of it. if ur reading this -eyes white, brain emptied- then thx i guess 4 giving me my space x
1:00am all these pils...
10:37pm update,, the class ive been witholding since the start of teh semester is starting to get dangerous as in im getting those types of emails// threats towarsds my gpa// etc. however i did get an a on the drape project i thought for sure i'd b flunking so thats valid.
10:55pm feeling happi about today
1:29am I'm encroaching upon my animal crossing addiction..again. I'm not afraid necessarily,.. i a'm simply aware.
11:05pm dear myspace diary,,,its been like 2 months. so much has happened kind of including i've been failed by academia. i wrote a book report on my relationships with religion. today is mothers day <3. i'm uploading to my onlyfans again but i still feel so so so so os o ugky. its okay tho because i wi'll get rich someday..somehow
11:10pm i'm also getting my braces took off soon too :-(