life sucks. and then you misc, brah

i dont know how in my whole time here i havent written a single blog. i guess i never really saw the need. i will now talk about myself in further detail than i probably could in my bio.

i'm lucia (pronounced lu-shya). i'm a 19 year old dude from scotland, which is the country north of england. i wouldnt describe myself as british, i dont associate with england at all and only really have love for scotland. i live quite quietly, i spend a lot of time online due to lockdown of course, but i've always been the type to lay in their room during their offtime. i think i'm a simple person. i find joy in lifes pleasures and just want to enjoy them in peace.

i'm a college student studying software development. it's an enjoyable subject and very useful for internet life. i'm still very much a novice though, but i try my best to learn more at my own pace. i'm trying my best to learn artix linux in my free-time, which is pretty fun especially compared to using windows. i used to run before lockdown started, i'm aiming to get back into it when the mental cinderblock of lockdown has went away. my whole family run so i figured its something i should pick up too.

my less productive side watches anime and reads manga. i'm a big fan of psychological stuff, like serial experiments lain, neon genesis, goodnight punpun etc. i like some stupider stuff though, like azumanga daioh, flcl, monogatari etc. i don't think i'm a hard person to entertain, if it can throw a few twists my way, and be a fun watch, i'll enjoy it and probably rate it solidly. i dont watch and read as much as i want to, and my backlog is eternal, but such is life. here is my myanimelist, it's got a ton of holes cuz ive been watching for a relatively decent amount of time but i think it gives a decent overview of my taste:
https://myanimelist.net/profile/AbsoluteDespair

i play video games too on the regular. i would say i'm into jrpgs, but mainly ones from the shin megami tensei franchise. something about that gameplay, and the minimal story letting you just play the game really sinks its hooks into me. i have played a few outside of the smt series, but a lot of them have kinda weak combat in comparison. i try my hardest to stick with them though. i'm also incredibly partial to unique visual novel experiences, like ace attorney, zero esape, danganronpa and VA-11 HALL-A. they're all pretty much one of a kind series, and i love the way they never leave you bored by putting intermittent gameplay sections between the visual novel segments. thats how VNs should be done if you ask me, taking full advantage of the fact that the medium is interactive. i can play anything realistically though, as long as the gameplay is well thought out and fun. i've been playing halo for as long as i can remember, and i'm really getting to the point where i'm starting to master it now. i finished my first LASO (halo 3: odst) and finally managed to achieve Monopolized on the master chief collection. hopefully i can get all the single play cheevos on MCC one day, if for nothing else than the bragging rights.

https://luciamyspace.keybase.pub/kitty2.jpg

i hope to get to know the users of this site a little better. i've been around here for a while but i dont blame anybody for not knowing of me. i dont comment often and the most remarkable thing about my presence would be my ebin lain css, which i have ton of gripes with personally. i'm eternally grateful that a lot of people seem to love it though. i'm trying to get out of that shell more recently but its a slow process. please bear with me during this trying and difficult time.