jealousy

So...
In my last blog post, i talked about a specific girl that i met last march and basically fell in love with.
Now, she is pretty known among my best friends and my circle in general, but there are two homies that i am
slowly getting jealous off of.

Ever since i confessed, she was cold to me (she gradually became friendlier and nicer to me but meh), however to
all of my friends let's just call them E and M, she was constantly nicer to them.
M gets to talk to her every fucking time and it's pissing me off.
She always laughing and having a talk with one of my best friends and he is about to take something very important
away from me.
I really fucking hate him for what he has done but after all i knew him longer than her and homies over girls, but
it still doesn't change the fact that it fucking hurts me.

E on the other hand was an absolute dickhead.
E always made jokes about him and her being "in love" and shit in front of my face despite him being the second person to
ever know that.
E always slept ON FUCKING PURPOSE while me and her being in the same fucking voice chat room, despite me saying that he should
FUCKING PISS OFF!
E has even spent the last fucking valentines with her (in a best friend manner and not for much long but still), WHICH FUCKING HURTED ME TO THE DEEPEST OF MY CORE KNOWING THAT THIS DICKWEED OF A FRIEND IS PULLING THAT OFF DESPITE ME FIGHTING GRADUALLY HARD FFS!
It has come to a damned point, where i am furiously trying to iniate and ignite a fucking war with all of my friends against him and i have the exact tools and i am in a very fortunate situation, i am just waiting for the perfect time to pull it all off.
I never really knew him anyway so, it will have little impact to me nor my friends...

So i keep y'all updated on this fucking mess i am currently in.

See y'all fagsters.