happy march y'all

gosh i fucking miss march 2020.
life was beautiful.
i met my current crush at that time.
she was so nice and friendly.
and beautiful.
she made me smile and become happy.
everyone of my friends were present.
nice times.

1 year forward.
none of my friends are there for me.
none of them care.
i am in a constant war against myself.
i don't know who i am anymore.
i don't know who's bad or good.
i don't know who's my friend and my enemy.
i was so clueless.
that that exact person i fell in love with.
would make me the wicked person i am today.
and yet.
i still fight and sacrifice myself.
for her.

happy march myspace.