5/20/21 + 5/24/21

dear diary, my GPA has dropped below 3. most of my grades contain Ds and Fs and well tbh i was expecting it. I havent done any school work these past weeks and if i did it was the simple easy tasks. But this week, ive done nothing. These assignments just arent worth it. Yes, i want to keep up my good grades but at the same time these assignments make it impossible to want to do them. they suck. Like they are actually so boring, they arent fun, i have no interest in them, which makes it really hard to want to do them.
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Dear Diary, I deactivated all my social media accs <3 I dont know when ill be back on them but i hope nobody is gonna need me for a bit. By that i mean i deactivated my discord, and my instagram, and i deleted tiktok, and snapchat as i dont know how to temperarily deactivate those. Im not even gonna sign into my other myspace account. I had a dream about me and my freinds going back to school together :D, it was nice for a second but then things got weird, well one of them passed out and didnt wake up and then they also started to look like different people, and some other things but i rather not say. I wonder if anybody actually reads these? Hi, if you do. I started my period yesterday, and im running oout of pads, which isnt very good as my mom will take weeks to go to the store and buy some more, we do have tampons, but idk how to use those, and my mom has never taught me anything about my period so im definetely not asking her. Everything i learned about being on i learned myself or got help from my freinds. and since i deleted all my social medias i cant really get any help.
// bye for now