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TW// MENTIONS OF R*LAPSING

hey you guys, ive been going through a bit right now. i know i havent been very active lately but that lack of activity might worsen. im at my lowest mental point right now. its supposed to be my birthday today, meaning the ONLY day of the year i ever feel cared about, important, or loved, but my mom decided that since im "failing" another class (i have a fucking B??????), she yet again took my only form of communication with the people closest to me,,, ive been trying to avoid relapsing again but i might not be able to help it. ive been looking for alternatives all day so its fine! idk why im telling you all this but you can just ignore it, i need somewhere to let it out and this is where i feel most comfortable. i hope you all feel better if youre going through something too! i love you all SO SO MUCH, ill be back, i just need to mentally heal. ill be back!~