why (vent thing)

I feel like whenever I talk to someone chaos just emits from me. Sometimes I even intimidate extroverted people. chaos just emits from my body, though that's only when I meet people with similar interests ya know? because with everyone else, I'm just like ._. talking to them. but someone that also likes animation, creepypasta, same bands as I, I have to restrain myself from selling my soul to them because I get so attached. I can go from a 0 to a 100 at godspeed, and it pushes people away from me