5/07/21

Dear Diary, its starting to get warmer here, which means ants will be coming. Unfortunately they are already here. I have a hate/love relationship with the summertime, i love the warmth, but i dont like the burning heat, and i hate the bugs. because of the ants arriving to my room, it forces me to clean, and well i dont have the time nor the motivation for that. my depression corner and under my bed is what seems most of the ants are after. they have also made their way onto my bed. My mom never empties out the washing and drying machine tho. i have to completely rely on an unreliable person for clean laundry. Yes, i do the laundry myself, but its kind of hard to do when your mother never leaves it empty for you. Its not like shes using it. Shes not even home most of the time. I dont get why its so fucking hard for her to listen to me for once and stop filling up the dryer and washer machine when shes not using it.
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I bleached my hair yesterday. PS. it didn't turn out the way it was supposed to. Most of the color is still there and unfortunately i have no more color remover. God does have favorites, unfortunately im not one of them. I just hope the hair dye can cover it up. Speaking of that, ive been wanting to do raccoon tails, thing is i dont have two shades of the color i want to do, nor do i have my full head dyeable.
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I got my phone working again :D well kind of working again. i dont have data, i cant text or call or even use anything that needs an internet connection unless im connected to wifi. It also dies super fast and the only charger that works for it rn is my parents.
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Im still drowning in Schoolwork, and this graduation speech, which i will NOT be doing. Ik its part of an grade and its like the standard for my year but still, im not gonna write a speech to a school and to peers i dont even know nor do i like. i have nothing nice to say abt this school and the people in it.