I fell inlove with this girl who lives across the border from me. I'm gonna vent my feelings here cause... of reasons.
I was looking for someone on this dating app and I saw this beautiful girl who lived about an hour away from me(I'm in Canada, they are in the US). I liked her profile and to my surprise SHE LIKED ME BACK!!! (gay panic) We started taking and I instantly liked her a lot... When I fall for someone, I fall HARD. She was funny, nice, sweet, and like so many of the same things as me. We added each other on snapchat and would talk for the entire day. Before I knew it, I was head over heels for her. We began opening up about our past and I learned that she has been really hurt over her life by everyone around her... My heart broke for her. I wanted to just hold her in my arms and tell her everything was okay, but I couldn't. Her mother won't let her see anyone or leave the house without harassing her and she can't take it anymore.. On top of this, the border is closed for who knows how long. It breaks my hearts that I can't just see her...
The other night she told me a friend of hers got mad at her for talking to me, and I was worried that I wouldn't hear from her again... I haven't heard from her since. I fell inlove with her, and I never even got to say it. I didn't want to say it. I never even met her or called her... I'd seem crazy?
I asked her to move in with me after TWO DAYS cause I fell hard. Idk whats wrong with me. I felt like I was just pushing her away cause I'm literally crazy but she stayed... She stayed. Now, I feel like she's gone. I hope I hear from her again, and I hope I can see her one day... I fell inlove with her after no time at all and I may be an idiot but I wish I was honest with her. its nice to get my feelings out.
MarcelineMaybe | 1617268787000 ty :$$ still no word from them but I hope I hear from them soon... |
HeartlessBunny | 1617190693000 This is so sad ;-; Best wishes for both of you! If you were getting along well I'm sure she'll reach out sooner or later. Maybe she just needs some time to sort things out with that jalous friend? |