status sitrep report

hello and welcome to the blog (warning: contains blogging)

the year is ok i guess??
1st day was very not ok. everyone was drunk and i don't like drinking so i wasn't drunk so i couldn't be drunk enough to not care that everything is rowdy and noisy. i already don't like crowds or loud things so this was not a pleasant experience. i was sleeping at 2 pm as you do and they kept waking me up so i would sell them alcohol (not even go to the store and buy some, just magically have some and sell it to them). very annoying. ended up locking my room and 2nd day is happening rn and i want to be the anime girl (anime girls are cute, i am not cute)

this anime girl:
https://i.imgur.com/sOcBPEZ.png
her hair feels like it'd be the softest thing on earth and i love her necklace with the cute lapis heart and how the tone matches her eyes and that floral pattern dress suits her so well and
nb: please send mail if you know how to make empty lines in markdown. i am missing empty lines, i put them there and they do not appear please the text wall is blocking my sunlight i am the palest of all ghosts provide unto me the empty lines thank you ikurai you are cool and good and so are your posts

a discord server i'm in is doing new year's resolutions and i don't even have a resolution. i don't know how this year will exist. it's probably a scam and next week we'll be told we're still in 2020 but nobody went outside to check.
https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/794623191918182420/794733126215532594/ezgif-6-ac62eae6285c.gif
i was already a shut-in before 2020 happened but i can count the times i went outside on the fingers of my hands and that's probably not good. since i was little people warned me that if you don't go outside enough you won't be able to go outside enough even if you wanted to.
i'd like to go to the beach once i become the cute anime girl so i can be on the beach and read cutely. for more information please visit the image above the above image

i've also been sending some of my myspace friends cute anime girls and i think they liked receiving them. please inquire within if you would like to subscribe for cute anime girl feed (there are many cute anime girls to receive, please prepare accordingly)
sound: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BgQ8sa0HPtQ

on one hand i want to finish my css because i have cool ideas and cool dumb things to do with it but leaving it unfinished intentionally is also a very me thing to do so idk.
thanks for reading the blog if you liked the blog please idk i can't tell you what to do i'm some text on a page. i tried posting this and the website said that my posting is not valid and then i was logged out so i guess that's why it was not valid but it was still mean stop bullying my blog tom i have not signed any bullying requisition forms for you

ok take care