I'm kin ??

I hate kinnies so much they annoy me so so much but I somewhat tolerate their existence cause that's just internet babeyy but now I'm questioning whether I'm a kinnie too :/
mostly cause I've been thinking of changing my name cause the one I go by now is too close to my deadname and it's kinda boring but the name I'm leaning towards is the name of a character I really relate to and I guess I could say I almost kin him so I don't know if it's cringe to change my name to his name knowing that everyone would notice the reason why I want to do that is because I kinda kin him lmao
I don't wanna be a kinnie hhhh