relationships?

Hmm...Long distance relationships are really hard ;_; and i always feel like im the only one trying to keep everything fun and interesting so we both dont get bored this goes for friendships..and bf/gf relationships even though i always get attached to people i find rlly cute or interesting (people that r really my type) I just start to become annoying to them because i always want to text them or call them and thats when they start to push me away ,-, I dont know why im like this but hopefully one day i find people that want to stay in my life instead i have stuffed animals that are more loyal to me :) but im in quarantine and cant really do much...like meet new people thats why im glad i found this XD okay im done now
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