4/30/21

Dear Diary, I took the 16 personalities test today, i got ISTP. We have a Substitute in class. I always hate the substitutes we get, the never talk. they just tell us what to do and then go on mute, they dont even teach us.
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This account is going to be fully anonymous for a bit, as i dont want my mutuals/freinds finding out about this.
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// small mention of eating/food
Im starting to think theres something wrong with me, health wise. i havent been to the doctor or had a physical in nearly 2 years. It hurts to eat, it hurts to not eat, its not a stomach ache, it cramps. Im "too" full, or im not "full" enough. Im always having pain in my ribs/ribcage, sometimes it hurts to breathe, sometimes i have heart pain.
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ive been so tried recently, too tired. im so exhausted, these past few weeks have just been yeah. Im drowning myself in missing and uncompleted assignments, only a couple months before end of year too. i tried, i really have. atleast i like to think ive tried. i feel like ive depended on my freinds so much these past weeks for hw answers. even now, trying to do some math hw. i dont think im gonna finish it in the deadline. its not hard its just tiring. Too tired to accomplish anyting but now tired enough to sleep.
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logging off, goodnight for now :]