shiit shit shit fuck i cant stop crying

i am going to die, seriously fuck

my mom just told me she knows everything, that she has seen mytwitter

and i don't use twitter, so i think she is talking about the account i created for 2020´s pride and stopped using after two days

so it filled with pride stuff in order to boost the hashtag in my country and-

and- omg

I'm crying rn

I'm trying to be as slient as i can but this is too much

i cant with this

she knows

she knows omfg.

i cant help it anymmroe she ficking knows

i was supposed to stay in the closet util i mved out why couldn't that happen

i hate everything pls

why

gods i know I'm lucky for not being like hatecrimed of sum but

i should ave ever even talked to her today, if she knew she shouldn't have told me i don't want to see her ever again omfg

i want to disappear even though I'm already in my closed room alone pls

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I'm sorry for spamminghere but imtrying to vrent I'm so sorry

I'm just too shocked

i don't want to be here anymore

i might not ever wanted to tell her

but it would have been so much better if she had found out if my terms pls-

she doesn't even know the full thing (I'm pretty sure she thinks I'm a lesbian....) but i just cannot explain it to her and i don't think i will ever be ready to

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAEGVYWWWWWERFYHVUVJN CM