ayo quick qestion

should i get the space pride converse even though im closteded ://
theyre not very obviously gay but the sole is rainbow and i cant change it, and my friend said i should just get them and say i got them because i liked the space design WHICH IS LEGIT THE REASON I WANT THEM but then i would have to explain myself to my bigass family whenever a new family member sees me wearing the shoes and some of them might be a lot more skeptical than my parents :((
and also i feel like i might get hate crimed LMAO