FUCK SCHOOL & FUCK HOMOPHOBES (part

part 2 if u rlly wanna hear me complain abt homophobia more

so whats my wish? what is the end goal here? its hard to call it a goal; i really dont think it will ever happen, at least not in my lifetime.
i just want that feeling to go away. the fear of going to my next class, because what are they going to say to me now? what "harmless debate" will they have today? its tiring, so fucking tiring. see, im not the type to raise my hand to answer 1+1, let alone to tell someone that this shit makes me feel so awful about life.

anyways, the dream here is for that feeling to go away. obviously, its unrealistic to expect everyone to be accepting, but i at least wish the school would do something about the VIOLENT threats? they really love to brand themselves as inclusive and progressive, but life isnt so great for every lgbt+ kid there. i see these pride assemblies and i just know they were organised by straight teachers. see this is where i think they fuck up. they push the lgbt+ inclusivity thing SO BADLY that i just feel so much more isolated than before. it comes across as "they're so different but we should accept them" rather than "they're just like everyone else so we should accept them". it just makes me feel like the laughing stock of the school? its more of a "they" than "you" thing, if you understand what im saying. the school has lgbt+ workshops and i KNEW it was going to be bad when i walked in and they were watching tyler oakley videos. like-

to conclude, im really dreading school. like REALLY dreading school. ive got a superiority complex now which im 100% sure will be gone by september due to this very reason. i try not to compare myself but FUCK dude

thanks 4 reading if u did. i just need to get this bs off my chest before september.

tl;dr: homophobic students, "accepting" school, dear classmates pls stop calling me and my friends the f slur