paranoia (｡╯︵╰｡)

i want to say something
but it will be seen by you
so i want to make it directed at you
but then i always make it directed at you
and in everything i speak of, becomes for your eyes
i should stop thinking about you and what you see
and think of others, and what i want them to see from me
uncaring of those undesired words, or eyes
look away
for once