hi im alive feat. rant

hey besties im backkk

anyways i have a rant for you :) featuring friends!! wooo!!!! i don't think it needs a TW since there's nothing triggering :) but basically, I have a lot of characters that I like, alright. now lets call this person E. i tell E and my other friends I like a character, and E is immediately like "no they're gross I don't like them" okay. that isn't a problem, we all have our preferences.

but E keeps doing this. they keep telling me that every single character I like is bad, or ugly, or gross. mind you, in this server tone tags are mandatory, so if they were joking they'd use one, right? okay.

to just feel good about myself I go in my PERSONAL channel and talk about one of my favorite character/comfort characters/id literally die for this character. and E just goes and says stuff like "they're gross"

like mf that actually really fucking hurts like its like I cant have a single character that I like without you telling me they're bad or something like everyone can have their own fucking opinions you dint have to hate on mine every fucking time.

like if it were normal character id be fine and not that bothered but this character I've literally liked for my whole damn fucking life I grew up with this series and you're just gonna shit on me like that??? like THEY KNOW TOO my name is literally their name and my username is one of the games in the fucking series how obsessed do I have to be :/

I don't even cry that often but this shit got me so messed up it made me cry and i don't even cry that often and it just
this fucking sucks. i hate this. like I'm going through some shit and sometimes i just want to be happy w/ fictional characters and you just sucker punch me in the fucking gut like that

anyway gonna go cry now <3