hold my balls

my ex??? bruh i be missing that bitch fr but like not only as a partner like as a friend too. i like do something good or like complete something and my first thought is to tell austin... like bitch. get out of my head !!! i broke shit off !!! i am not allowed to miss you !!! stop making me think of you wherever i look !!! i do not enjoy this !!!

and i miss what couldve been. like i be thinking abt my future and every image has them in it and its like shit how tf am i gunna live life without them. all my plans included them like bitch fuck you for making me love you. i hate this shit.