kind of venting oops
love is amazing but honestly, for me, it's scarier than death most of the time. i think i'm in love for the first time in my life and it's great because i really do love this boy but i'm just constantly worried that if he figures out how i feel he'll be disgusted by me or think of me badly or something. like i be writing about this boy in my journal and shit 😳 gah dahmn. idk lol but i feel great when i'm around him but damn the worrying sucks absolute dick. sorry if this blog is boring or too personal lmfaoaoao i feel like an edgy teenager writing this. anyway it's late and i'm tired imma rewatch star wars wit my mom :p
claviim  | 1613037458000 heyy its not boring at all, just start to have confidence in yourself, and even if he feels disgusted or something like that THERE ARE MORE BOYS AND PERSONS IN THIS WORLD, if he can´t appreciate you he is not the one. Well, speaking for my point of view just dont worry, because it seems he is a nice person if u feel comfortable around him, but yeah. Being an edgy teenager writing about love in a blog isn´t a bad thing :) |
ms.catperson  | 1612933253000 I totally relate to this! Honestly it took me a long time to realize this, but if a crush acts disgusted by your feelings, that person is not worth being with in a relationship. Feelings are things that you can't help, so please don't think that you're weird or anything for liking someone! Take your time with this, but if you ever want to tell him how you feel, go for it. There's many people I never admitted my feelings to in the past, and I've always had these "what ifs" in the back of my |