5/4/21

hello again this blog of today is more of a vent as well today for those who it is night sorry this being so late at night i couldn't sleep and had to get this off my chest.
WARNING TW: TALK OF PANIC ATTACKS AND WAR AND VIOLENCE PLEASE CLICK OFF IF THESE MAKE YOU UNCONFORTABLE YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED

ok so some people follow know of the dream smp so you guys know about the wars and what wilbur did and dream and all that good suff.
but little did i know they prepared my for something. like I haven't seen all of that because of my anxienty and cause of panic attacks. but besides that let me explain. so me and my friend we heading to our class and we were talking about the dream smp and somehow the got to the point were the war and stuff got involed and my friend a point like what if we did that or made a big change. nwo this to the point back to the dream smp teaching me something they have taught about loss of a loved one and cahos and so much more they have prepared me for my big change in school because what happens to me and my friends at school and in are online lives you can say is like a war but misfits vs popular kids and homophobes the reason i link the lore of the smp to my life is that i may go through loss and chaos and violence. at school this is starting to get out of hand and i am scared of what it might become. lets just say it is hard to be differnt...