a book that falls for the reader#1

when i was younger i didn't get much of love and didn't know what it was. i wasn't exposed to it and didn't give it. i grew up in an adoption center when i was your age. as i got older i think i started to realize the true reality of society. society tells you you can have whatever you want, but we have taxes to even have the right to work. people tell us to spread positivity but those same people tell others they are the ugly ones. for all the christians or people who mainly believe in god, why do you worship him and not the devil, why was the devil so bad, because he didn't want the same things as god? or is it because he had a different skin tone than god? or maybe its because he didn't want to live in the same place as god. these things do not teach us love but a hatred for people who do not believe the same as you. after i was adopted i was taken in with a christian family and taught me all about god and i hated when they would think its weird or annoyed by the fact that some people aren't worshiping "god". so when i was in that household i never experienced love.

when i got older and met you i finally realized what love was. you were the one that made me draw those little doodle hearts in my notebook. i was trying to impress you all those years ago just to realize all i needed to impress you was to get out of bed in the morning, every morning.----- i will write more tomorrow or im just scared there is too much characters so ig this is part 1??