*RANT*I would like to apologize in
sometimes life rlly sucks:/ i feel like im trying so hard to do better rn bc i have to, but i just cant. its like everything keeps getting in the way. i pretty much gave up on everything last year, and im trying to get back to where i was before that ig? which was still not good at all, but at least at that time i had a little bit of hope? idek what to call it, but it was something. when i say i gave up on everything, i rlly mean it. i went from an B/C student to just C's, then D's, and then i just stopped doing work completely. and once zoom meetings started, i told myself i would do better. i started getting up everyday on time for class, i did pretty great the first two weeks, and then i started caring a lot less again. and not having to actually go anywhere for school made it so much easier to give up, i just wouldnt wake up to my alarms, sleep as much as i wanted and do nothing. bc thats all i had the motivation to do. and im trying so hard rn to not fall back into that, but its hard. i really dont wanna go back to that again, but i just have such little motivation to keep trying:/
im really sorry for this lol, you can ignore it. i just wanted to rant ig
SMHHH THE TITLE WAS SUPPOSED TO SAY "I WOULD LIKE TO APOLOGIZE IN ADVANCE" βπββπβ
*update - i cant reply to comments anymore, but thank you all so much for the nice comments. it means a lot, and seeing that other people can understand and relate to is rlly great β‘β‘
emokittyqueen17 -_-  | 1613175159000 @pinheadjazzy Thank you so much for saying that, it really does mean a lot <3 |
pinheadjazzy  | 1613112668000 you dont need to apologize and you arent alone. i believe you can still do it!! please dont give up, because look at you! you havent given up completely just yet! so please hang in there for a little while longer, im always here to talk! |
koRnluver630  | 1613080302000 Dude same! Online school has been hell for a lot of people (including me with my C's and D's) but try not to be too hard on yourself <3 |
luredemia  | 1613005725000 A lot of people around the world are in this same situation, including myself. Quarantine and online schooling has impacted a lot of people. I too used to get good grades, and now I don't even bother turning them in, even though I'm a senior. It's honestly hard to get back on track, but don't feel bad. In fact, find things to do that makes you happy because it happens! I may not turn anything and struggle with trying not to procrastinate, but I'm not letting that affect me anymore mentally. Tips |
charlize  | 1613009684000 i felt like this w online school 2 !! it was terrible i had some other stuff going on but that on top of online school was horrible 4 my grades....... |
birthdaycakebatter  | 1613002622000 i feel you, I've been the same lately as well |
emokittyqueen17 -_- | 1612994781000 @cemetery_drive thanks, i rlly appreciate it. and i believe in you too! we got this :) also i rlly like the plant idea, ill try it |
cemetery_drive  | 1612993530000 i feel the same way currently -xx |
emokittyqueen17 -_- | 1612990686000 @UncleJesse3000 thank you π₯Ί |
UncleJesse3000  | 1612990396000 keep trying, you can do it mate :) |