random brain vomit

how do people go to college? everyone acts like its essential to life. surely everyone cant go imr. like me, cuz im poor. and mega dumby dumbs. well not dumb but like mediocre average so i dont really stand out. and the process is so stressful too like especially now cuz of the covid. tbh i still dont know what i wanna do with my life, why do they make me decide at 17? what if i dont wanna pay massive student debt? my dad says ill get in cuz im a "minority". BRUH LMAO like almost everyone in texas is hispanic, what makes me different? i wanna be like an illustrator or a cartoonist, but my parents say it wont pay the bills smh. so im just gonna do something in agriculture or vet med. anyways ive been binge watching conan latey. this guy funny af fr fr. hes not like jimmy fallon where the host and everyone forcibly laughs at everything. NO conan actually has good jokes and witt. also the remotes chefs kiss.
thats it, see ya