I cant stop thinking about her

I've been thinking about them all day. I love her so much but i'm so scared to tell her. At least shes a lesbian so i have some sort of chance of being with them lol. I drew this little heart with our initials on it on my leg with the lesbian flag colors. I almost told them today but I feel like i should wait to valentines day. I wish i could explain how many times i typed "i love you" with my goodnight texts and i have to delete the ily part before i send it.