i still dont know

there's a lot things on my mind i guess. i use daydreaming and my main one reading and just all sorts of things. running away from reality can be either really fun or just really scary. growing up scares me so much its just so sad seeing the thing you love fade away or just stop.its not something i ever wanna do. i know it will come eventually i guess. i don't even plan of having a future. if i where to get asked that question i would just be there questioning myself on everything. i usually joke around saying ill be an assassin or a mafia boss. but i know its never gonna happen. anyways sorry for this random blog i just wanted to write this to get a few things out of my mind -mira