i fucking hate everything-vent!

i have this one friend which isnt in a good place now me and my friend told to our teacher and he took care of all this things(also he tolled me and my friend h will tell us whats happening but he didnt tell us when is the psychology is going to contact our friend but thats over) and then our friend basically stopped talking with us and now i hear from other friends that they hate me and also the other friend ehich we told our teacher together but i cant knowif they found out that we told our teacher
i feel so bad i just tried to help them(they were suicidal) and im scared cuz i told them really personal stuff and now that they hate me i think they mite tell
im so mad im so mad they cant appreciate anything and this is so annoying
we were really close
but mybe uts or the best
but still im so sad