"blizzards"

"blizzards" - an original (melancholic) christmas song

⨳⨳⨳⨳⨳⨳⨳⨳⨳⨳⨳⨳⨳⨳⨳

i'm watching you depart
and i'm not phased.
i ususally cry
but not this time.

the stars in the sky
don't feel as bright
as they used to be
on that 2012 christmas night

when we didn't care about school
when i still didn't know you
when we didn't care about the end of the world
when our spirits were much higher

is something wrong with me
or is it just change?
i used be so happy
but now it's just pain.

the blizzards wouldn't be so bad if you were here
the blizzards wouldn't be so bad if they would listen
the blizzards wouldn't be so bad if it wasn't so cold
the blizzards wouldn't be so bad if i had the heart to face them.

i don't know what it is
about the snow on the ground
maybe it's staring at me
the wrong way.

i don't know what it is
about the trees in the windows
but they feel like
they don't like me.

i remember coming home late from
singing songs at school.
caroling on those gray metal risers,
singing way too many christmas choirs.

i remember the dim amber streetlights
and the roads below.
i remember by the sidewalks
the piles of snow.

is something wrong with me
or is it just change?
i used be so happy
but now it's just pain.

the blizzards wouldn't be so bad if you were here
the blizzards wouldn't be so bad if they would listen
the blizzards wouldn't be so bad if it wasn't so cold
the blizzards wouldn't be so bad if i had the heart to face them.

the blizzards wouldn't be so bad if you were here
the blizzards wouldn't be so bad if they would listen
the blizzards wouldn't be so bad if it wasn't so cold
the blizzards wouldn't be so bad if i could just be with you
this one year.