Why does school have to be so hard?

I don't know about y'all but I am so sick of having to do online class. As someone who is not motivated to do much as far as academics go, unless I am physically there in class, I am absolutely bombing these online courses. I hate that I had to take summer school on top of it, can you believe it? I wish I could just waste away like every other summer, but no, covid had to go and fuck everything up the way it did with everything else. Anyways, that's my rant for today, thanks if you read I guess.