well, it's summer, school's over for now, though it's been a couple of weeks. i'm actually not sure how I feel about it, the year was pretty bad but I honestly don't know if i'm so glad it's over. now that it's over my life has almost no structure to it, and today I actually don't feel too bad (at least not yet, you never know) i've finally bought the piano book i wanted to buy so i might actually get better, I haven't practiced in a while so it's not great. I'm also teaching my little sister, which she's pretty into. oh, and i've sent a letter to my penpall, hope she writes back, i haven't sent her anything in a while, so I hope she replies still and hasnt moved. i'm scared of how things are going to be in the future, but that's a constant.