Hello there!

hiya! I’m Malia and I just recently joined MySpace 😁 I decided it would be fun to kinda use the blog almost like a diary! And vent about all of my problems! So yeah, I guess that’s what I’m doing here! All getting sorted out by date.

April 8th 2020 12:50 AM

hello myspace!I’m currently sitting in bed trying to go to sleep so I figured this would help me out a little bit, you know by sorting my issues out. Tomorrow- or today I guess, is my first day of in person school. And normally I would just be nervous, but I’m SUPER nervous because my home room class was already full, so I had to be transferred to a whole new class full of people I’ve never met. What if they all hate me and throw stuff at me? Or what if they steal my lunch money?!? I have no idea, and I won’t know for another 7 hours. It would be a lot easier if I would just fall asleep, but I’ve been trying that with no luck. My mom usually says if I can’t fall asleep watch an episode of a tv show or something but I don’t wanna fall asleep in the middle of an episode and not remember anything that happened and then I have to rewind! I know it sounds like I’m being dramatic but I honestly think in the worst case scenario. What if I never fall asleep and I go to school with huge bags under my eyes. Or what if we have a test and I didn’t study? Or what if I left my notes at home and have no idea what’s happening!?! See, anything could happen. OR WHAT IF THE BUS DOESN'T PICK ME UP!!! Maybe I just need to go to sleep. Thanks for letting me vent, bye myspace!