Don't mind me

I'm asleep most of the time
So I don' know anymore what is a dream and what is a real memory.
Was that real or I was dozing off again?
I can't tell if something really happened or if was something that I dreamt
But I can't also tell if something was actually real but I decided to believe it was just a dream.

But is ok to be like this
Cuz now I can pretend that anything bad in my life was just a bad dream.
There is no point to worry too much about silly dreams and nightmares
Is the real reality the one you should care the most.

So i'ts ok to be like this.

But do I really like to be like this?

It is really ok?

I'm dozing off again...