I've been thinking about it and I think over spring break I'm just not going to talk to my supposed "friends". I want to stay in a positive mindset and they don't really help with that to be completely honest. I'm almost 100% sure I'll lose a couple friends in the process of doing so, but this is just for my own mental health. I just want to be away from everyone. And I mean everyone. I need a break from forcing myself to like others and acting like they haven't made me feel worthless. I'm probably going to just be around my aunt as much as I possibly can(she's the most non-judgmental, straight-up, person I know that I genuinely feel safe enough around to let my guard down). I apologize for not being so active, but it's gonna be like that for a while. A lot of stuff is happening in my life (family, friends, school, etc..), so I don't exactly feel like logging on daily like I normally would. Again, I apologize, but I'll be back soon I assume. I love all of you very much. You're all very sweet and the ones that have tried to befriend/conversate w me have been incredibly sweet and chill. Fuck you, Andrew. Screw you, Jiko. You can suck my dick, Eli. And everyone else who's an asshole can honestly rot in hell. Anyways... I hope you have an amazing day, please stay safe. <3
Leelaaa1493 | 1616686630000 @ Ash |
Ash | 1616594445000 i hope youll get better soon, toxic friends are probably the worst thing in the world so i really hope youll be able to deal with it. we never talked, but i believe in you! |