Just a Rant

hi, im 19 and currently in school for youth care work (basically I work with children in a group home) and I'm in my last days of my first semester. Covid has definitely taken its toll on me, zoom class is not ideal for your first year of uni. I have no motivation to finish my last two assignments. every time I try to start it I can't think of anything. i feel so drained and exhausted :/ and I'm definitely not ready to go home for the holidays. i don't come from a stable, loving home. i guess I get to see some of my highschool friends at least. oh well. should cleanse myself and meditate some more.
anyways thank u for listening :)