know me better

I was diagnosed with depression, anxiety, ptsd, and bipolar disorder. I have a tendency to not be able to hold friendships together because of it. sometimes i dissapear for weeks at a time and they get sick of it, other times its because of the way i process things, im the one whos ruining the friendships. I love talking to people, but im also very emotionally unavailable. so if you do choose to get to know me, please be aware. i dont really consider myself to be a good friend.