My obsession with revenge

ok I know this sounds edgy as fuck but I am obsessed with revenge no I am not talking about the album three cheers for sweet revenge even though I am also obsessed with that. I always think about the people who have hurt me in the past or that still do and I just want to kill them or something, I want to make their life miserable and I want them to suffer and yes I know that's not cool and you should not wish for anyone to suffer but fuck I am just so angry and I cannot stop thinking about that.