The sheer existence of my body is my goal. I am the pure embodiment of my own god. But what if I leave my body? Will i still control my thoughts? my feelings? what i do? Covered up by this curse of capitalism? Being used for economic benefit that will soon go to waste through other gods? What if I don't want to be this form? What if I don't want to go to work? I'll never know, because as soon as I try it, I lose everything. But if I'm typing this now I must be free of the economic chains holding me down. That must mean that I have passed onto another plane of existence. One that will forever be free. But I will still have haunting memories of being forced to do things for money and economic status. But I need someone to reassure me. Am I dead?
I mean hahaha pooooooooooooog