as a kid i sometimes would feel detatched from my own body.𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗶 𝗵𝗮𝗱 𝗮𝗰𝘁𝘂𝗮𝗹𝗹𝘆 𝗹𝗲𝗳𝘁 𝗺𝘆 𝗼𝘄𝗻 𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗱 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝗮 𝘀𝗲𝗰𝗼𝗻𝗱 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗿𝗲𝘁𝘂𝗿𝗻𝗲𝗱. 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝗼𝘂𝘁𝘀𝗶𝗱𝗲 𝗯𝗲𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝗰𝗼𝗻𝘁𝗿𝗼𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗺𝗲. 𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝘀𝘁𝗿𝗮𝗻𝗴𝗲. 𝚛𝚎𝚐𝚊𝚛𝚍𝚕𝚎𝚜𝚜 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝, 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚍𝚊𝚢 𝚒 𝚏𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚍 𝚖𝚢𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏 𝚒𝚗 𝚊 𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢 𝚍𝚊𝚛𝚔 𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚌𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚑𝚊𝚍 𝚊 𝚜𝚒𝚖𝚒𝚕𝚊𝚛 𝚎𝚡𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚎. 𝚒 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚔𝚢, 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚊 𝚏𝚎𝚠 𝚖𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚊𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚜 𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚢𝚎𝚍 𝚒𝚗 𝚖𝚢 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚍: im real? i really exist? no seriously. wait. yeah i do. i'm moth and i am i real person. why? this doesnt happen to me often so i was surprised. the feeling is so surreal that i think theres no way to describe it.