me and my bad luck :(

ok im gonna cry, i'm literally ar 45, i have one 5 star (venti my beloved), and i dont have bennett, ningguang, razor, or sucrose. how. literally fucking how. also got a 5 star bow on standard banner (at like 74 pity) i dont even know if i should be glad or not. kazuha please just come home (at that point childe, albedo, and bennett should just come home too smh) please tell me if you have really bad luck so i can feel better about myself :(