ALL MY HOMIES HATE THE MALE GAZE

Firstly, i'm PISSED. I've been known to have, y'know, some decent sized honky babonkers but I never felt like it was something I fully embraced unless it was validated by a man.... SO YOU'RE TELLING ME THAT ITS BECAUSE OF THE COMPULSORY HETEROSEXUALITY, MALE VALIDATION, AND MALE GAZE?!1! !!??? !1!
Bye.
All this time I couldn't dress the way I want to because I felt that my boobs were too noticeable I didn't want to wear "fitting" clothing all the time and I always went towards baggy clothing bc of that?! HMMMM!??!?!
All of my friends who dressed in form fitting clothing look great but I couldn't do that for myself because of WHAT!? the MALE GAZE?! M A L E G A Z E! !!
Sure, I love attention- It's great. But I hate having to feel like I'm performing in my appearance to appeal to men and their sexualization of me.
SOMETIMES I JUST WANNA DRESS MASCULINE AND EMBRACE THAT SIDE OF ME BUT I CANT BC MY BOOBS ARE TOO BIG.

I CURSE GOD FOR MAKING ME HAVE HUGE MOMMY MILKERS AND THE FEELING THAT SOMETIMES I WILL FEEL LIKE I'M NOT FULLY A WOMAN AND THAT I WANT TO DRESS MORE MASCULINE.
HOWEVER, WHEN I DO WANT TO DRESS FEMININE. THE TWO SACKS OF MEAT AND FAT ON MY BODY ARE ENJOYABLE.
I will fucking put my tits into a panini press what the fuck.