My Rough Life as a

So it all starts out at the time i was like 14 years old. I was having some wack dreams telling me I'd be on some hormones and stuff that i barely knew about back at that time. So time goes on and i start to realize I hate my body alot. I didn't know how i would explain it to some friends of mine at the time so i was basically closeted. It was rough. I was never in a good mental state at all. Time comes and its almost my 18th bday and I start telling friends and then i got to telling my mom about it. My dad wasn't all for me being trans so I moved in with my mom and thats where i am now. It still is rough tho...