i hate the men in my family

my brother is such a piece of shit and my dad went through my devices and found out i was bi, i fucking hate it here so much. i hate his ugly ass so fucking much and i want him to fucking die. i dont say that about a lot of people but i would say that about him without hesitation. hes gonna fucking out me to the rest of my family, hes such a fucking piece of shit. im not even hungry anymore